Sleeping to Dream

Originally posted August 7, 2008 2:24 AM

I'm finally tired. Funny how this is coming to you so early in the morning. If you notice my other posts, they usually are later than this. I haven't slept well for the past year...it could even be longer than that. I am just getting home from a fabulous night with one of my dearest friends, BH. After dinner we went back to his place to get caught up from the many months of neglect. The one thing you have to know about BH is is that he is one of those friends that you pick up almost exactly where you left off no matter what the time has been that has elapsed between takes. The scary thing about this boy is that he can pin point me to a T. I sat on his kitchen counter while he drilled me on the ins and outs of my life and the "dumb decisions" I made the past year and half. He made me lay it all out on the line. At one point it got heated and I asked why he was so damn persistent. He replied, "Because I'm the one who cares, the one who doesn't judge you." Wow. He actually pulled me into his lap and held me while I told him some pretty uncomfortable realities. There's nothing sexier than a guy who truly takes charge and takes care of you while making you admit your darkest moments, then he wiped my tears. BH and I go way back and I'm thankful for the friendship we share. Ladies, he's taken...unfortunately.I'm finally tired. Funny how this is coming to you so early in the morning. If you notice my other posts, they usually are later than this. I haven't slept well for the past year...it could even be longer than that. I am just getting home from a fabulous night with one of my dearest friends, BH. After dinner we went back to his place to get caught up from the many months of neglect. The one thing you have to know about BH is is that he is one of those friends that you pick up almost exactly where you left off no matter what the time has been that has elapsed between takes. The scary thing about this boy is that he can pin point me to a T. I sat on his kitchen counter while he drilled me on the ins and outs of my life and the "dumb decisions" I made the past year and half. He made me lay it all out on the line. At one point it got heated and I asked why he was so damn persistent. He replied, "Because I'm the one who cares, the one who doesn't judge you." Wow. He actually pulled me into his lap and held me while I told him some pretty uncomfortable realities. There's nothing sexier than a guy who truly takes charge and takes care of you while making you admit your darkest moments, then he wiped my tears. BH and I go way back and I'm thankful for the friendship we share. Ladies, he's taken...unfortunately.

T