"Maybe that's just growing up. When you're young, you tell yourself things like 'Well, if it didn't work out, it wasn't meant to be' as if that actually meant something just because it sounds like it does. I think you can say something like that so blithely because you expect to stumble onto something else just as wonderful just around the next bend in the road. But people are rare perfect unique things and just because everyone really does live a life full of farewells doesn't mean you shouldn't at least realize what it really means to say goodbye to something that meant everything. Just because you WILL survive and get over it doesn't mean you should let it go."Thursday, December 31, 2009
Goodbye 2009
"Maybe that's just growing up. When you're young, you tell yourself things like 'Well, if it didn't work out, it wasn't meant to be' as if that actually meant something just because it sounds like it does. I think you can say something like that so blithely because you expect to stumble onto something else just as wonderful just around the next bend in the road. But people are rare perfect unique things and just because everyone really does live a life full of farewells doesn't mean you shouldn't at least realize what it really means to say goodbye to something that meant everything. Just because you WILL survive and get over it doesn't mean you should let it go."Friday, December 25, 2009
Merry Christmas
Thursday, December 24, 2009
I Believe
There's something magical about Christmas. You know what I am talking about. My 8 year old has this excitement as he knows Santa is coming tonight and he can't wait to go to bed. My 11 year old sits on the fence whether Santa is real or not. While although he leans more on the non-believability side, part of me thinks he still wonders because of certain things that happen that he cannot figure out. He's too cool to admit it though. The minute he doesn't believe is when he knows he will get kicked in the teeth. Kidding....kinda. I just repeat the words my mother used to tell me when I was 16, "If you don't believe in him, he stops coming to see you." I still believe in that man. I could draw the parallels of religion here, but I have to feed my unicorn and go to bed. There are some things you never stop believing in. :)Thursday, December 17, 2009
It's All Fun & Games 'Til....
I love games. I get into trouble for being on the computer or my phone for playing games. I love the type of games that make me think. I could spend hours upon hours playing Sudoku and often do. Don't get me started on the Facebook games, you know the word one, the brain one, and the geography one. Someone last year got me a collection of "brain games" to go onto my computer. It's the lamest thing Microsoft has ever "invented." One of the games is trying to spot all of the differences between the 2 pictures. OK, Can I tell you how much of a whiz I am at that game? I started at a young age while sitting in the doctor's office reading the "Highlights" magazine. That's when I became master of that there domain. This software is so lame that I can tell you that I get more excitement from the "spot the difference" in People Magazine that I pick up weekly. Now, I'm not the geeky gamer, and that's not a cut down to the nerd herd. I figured my kids are well on their way to becoming gamers. A bunch of us went to play Laser Tag for Jake's birthday and I can tell you that out of the 13 of us that went, my 8 year old ended up with the high score. Guess who I am going to pick to be on my team when we are at war? Get that kid a real gun for Christmas! E, if you're reading this, act surprised on Christmas Day. xoxoThursday, December 10, 2009
The Nutcracker

WOW! I am way off track. I am excited to see this year's production of The Nutcracker. Tchaikovsky will hopefully keep Huck entertained instead of the ballerina's. Perhaps I will just have to wear my tu-tu.
Friday, December 4, 2009
A List of Things I Need to Get Done But I'm Stressed Out and I Didn't Fill My A.D.D. Meds Today Because I Was Distracted
Get my eyebrows waxed. They are starting to grab hold of strangers.
Plan Jake's birthday party for this weekend since his birthday was LAST Monday. I know, MOM OF THE YEAR.
Shred the stack of bills on my desk. I will think about paying them later.
Clean the house before Huck returns from Thailand so that he can't tell that I threw raging parties while he's been away for 18 days.
Fill A.D.D. medication. Perhaps then my list will get done.
Finish writing the post on the women who have influenced my life. The wine kicked my ass and I lost my thought. Perhaps it was just the fact that I couldn't see the keyboard anymore through the tears.
Buy my ticket to Dallas for Christmas and my ticket to Scotland for New Years. I should probably request those days off as well. Add that to my list.
Paint the gameroom so that Huck can't tell me no before I start. Because I know he won't repaint it. I hope he likes Pink!
Shave my legs since I went on an 18 day hiatus to protest Huck traveling to Thailand. At least I'm warm.
Proposals, Proposals, Proposals. I don't mean the one where someone gets down on their knee and presents a ring and a lame ass monologue that should be saved for the wedding vows when you can never think of something to say. I mean the ones for work whereas I will keep my little boss happy and keep my job for another day.
Laundry-mine
Laundry-Jakes
Laundry-towels
Post this 3 weeks late because, again, I forgot to fill my A.D.D. meds a LONG time ago.
T
December Playlist Explained

Tuesday, December 1, 2009
December Playlist
Santa Baby by Eartha Kitt The Christmas Collection
Mary, Did You Know by Clay Aiken Merry Christmas With Love
Kay Thompson's Jingle Bells by Andy Williams The Andy Williams Christmas Collection
Last Christmas by Wham! TwentyFive
Better Days by GooGoo Dolls Better Days
It's The Most Wonderful Time of the Year by Andy Williams The Andy Williams Christmas Collection
White Christmas by Bing Crosby The Christmas Collection
Good Morning Blues by Ella Fitzgerald Ella Wishes You A Swinging Christmas
Linus & Lucy by Vince Guaraldi Trio A Charlie Brown Christmas
Where Are You Christmas by Faith Hill How The Grinch Stole Christmas
I'll Be Home For Christmas by Vanessa Whitwell Home For Christmas
It's Beginning To Look A Lot Like Christmas by The Osmonds 1976 Osmond Family Christmas
All I Want Christmas Is You by Mariah Carey Merry Christmas
Baby, It's Cold Outside by Leon Redbone & Zooey Deschanel Elf (Music from the Major Motion Picture)
Christmas Don't Be Late by Alvin & The Chipmunks Alvin & The Chipmunks
The Christmas Song by Nat King Cole The Christmas Collection

